I'm Glad My Mom Died

¡ Simon and Schuster ¡ Narrated by Jennette McCurdy
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* #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER * #1 INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER * MORE THAN 3 MILLION COPIES SOLD!

A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child actor—including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated relationship with her overbearing mother—and how she retook control of her life.

Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy. So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,” eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?” She was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her diaries, email, and all her income.

In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the paparazzi (“Hi Gale!”), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame, and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders, addiction, and a series of unhealthy relationships. These issues only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting, Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in her life what she really wants.

Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of shampooing your own hair.

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4.9
2.17K reviews
Megan Tobar
August 30, 2022
As much as I appreciate and respect the author for sharing her story, I have to admit this book is not living up to my hopes . I'm a little bit more than halfway through( chapter 66) and I find myself becoming annoyed listening to this book. Unfortunately it is voiced by the Arthur herself. She rushes through and doesn't have very much emotion while reading. The flow of the story is choppy and severely lacking in detail. The farther into the book I go the more cynical she becomes and just ends up hating everything which is doing nothing but giving me the eye rolls. Honestly don't even think I'll finish the book and if I do, I'll probably have to force myself through it.
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Jackie Weber
January 27, 2025
One review advised others to not buy the book just to wallow in ones pain. I just want to add my 2 cents here. I was caught at the title, "I'm glad my Mother Died"...I can relate to that, absolutely, I was relieved when my mother passed at the age of 83. I do not have hate in my heart. I forgave her. Forgiveness is a choice and a gift. Forgiveness freed me. My mother taught many quality lessons. Her neglect came from the unhealed little girl inside of her. May we all be healed some eventually.
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Mariah Ardisson (Mini)
September 3, 2022
I liked the book. It was somewhat relatable and nice to hear someone else has experienced similar things. Money doesn't mean anything, trauma and drama will happen to anyone. The ending left me a little unfulfilled but I like the closing line and realization she had about her mother. The eating disorder mentions were tough for me to sit through so if you're sensitive and easily triggered skip this book maybe.
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About the author

Jennette McCurdy is the author of I’m Glad My Mom Died, winner of the 2023 American Library Association Alex Award and the 2022 Goodreads Choice Award for Memoir & Autobiography. The book is a #1 New York Times bestseller and has spent more than eighty weeks on the list. It has been published in more than thirty countries and has sold more than three million copies. McCurdy is creating, writing, executive producing, directing, and showrunning an Apple TV+ series loosely inspired by I’m Glad My Mom Died, starring Jennifer Aniston. McCurdy’s debut novel, Half His Age, will publish January 2026.

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