Hell is being given hope and then experience having it being taken away over and over again.
Hell is being given love and then watches it go away by every possible creative means under the sun over and over again.
Hell is never feeling that you truly belong anywhere, that secret feeling that you have that you doesn’t really belong to this place that you can never get rid of and yet here you are.
Hell is living in a world where someone/group/institution/combination/ANYTHING have control over you, you know deep within that you are suppose to be a free agent but in this "place" you are not, you constantly tell yourself this is the way it is but you couldn't really believe it do you...
Hell is having the feeling that any time...right about now...something is going to happen and you are going to lose something...everything.
The foolish ones wish they could live forever, well I have good news for them, they will, as do all of us.
We just don't remember that's all...
And on and on it goes...
Because the "divine" wishes to live through us...that we may suffer for him that he may experience all that there is to experience...without actually having to be in the shit that we are all in.
You may have all the ironically "unconditional love" you ever want from the divine...as long as you continue to do his bidding.
You can never die and you can never truly leave...the ONLY REASON you were given the mercy to "get" to forget your past life is so that you are fresh again to experience all that suffering again like it is the first time...everytime...
Welcome to Hell.
In this book we are going to explore what happened, what led to this.
From a very young age, Bracer Jack has been fascinated with the meaning of life.
At the age of 15, something absolutely amazing happened to him but it was to be something he will keep as a secret for more than a decade before he come to terms with and start expressing in fictional story settings what he had experienced all those years ago.
Bracer's ultimate goal in life is to find out why he re-incarnated as a Human in the first place, it is his hope that he will discover the reason and fulfill his purpose before he ends his current Human form.