Written in fragments, letters, and poems that feel more like whispered confessions, this book is for anyone who has ever loved in silence, grieved without closure, or held back the words they were never brave enough to say.
Once shared under the hashtag #RFnotes, these pieces have lived through lost conversations, untold stories, and years of emotional survival. Now, they are here—for you.
If you’ve ever waited for a message that never came, if you’ve ever let someone go without saying everything, if you’re still healing from something that never had a name—this book understands. And maybe, just maybe, it says what you’ve been trying to say, too.
Ricky Firman is a writer of quiet truths and unsent letters. Known for his deeply personal reflections once shared under the hashtag #RFnotes, his work explores the silence between people, the ache of unspoken feelings, and the slow process of healing.
Ricky writes with a minimalist voice and a full heart—often in lowercase, always with intent. When he’s not writing, he finds peace in stillness, in time with his wife Sofia, and in the quiet spaces where words begin.
This Is Everything I Never Said is his offering to anyone who’s ever loved without being able to say it out loud.